Survey

Chris thinks I'm weird. Let me explain. He says I think and feel things that other women don't necessarily think and feel. For example, I absolutely love it when he touches, holds, grabs, massages, licks, or interacts with my breasts in any way possible. The reason being that I had a boobjob in July of 2004 and he was there with me during the consultations, went with me the morning of surgery and stayed until I was released and then proceeded to take off work for 3 weeks and nurse me back to health (in other words, helping me pee, running to the store for more Capri Suns, and reading me my favorite novels).

Because of this, I find it incredibly romantic and loving whenever he plays with them or holds them. He thinks this is weird and that other women would feel objectified. But for some reason, I perceive it as being romantic, as a sign that he truly loves me, not just acting on sexual urges. Is this weird?

I also think that when we have anal sex and he puts himself into me that it's a bonding experience because he'll hold me and just leave it in me without thrusting or moving around. Sometimes, we'll fall asleep like that or just lay and talk with him inside me. Somehow, anal sex is so much more personal than regular intercourse, and when we do it, it's like a pact of love and trust because you have to trust each other not to hurt one another. Hence, I also think that anal sex is romantic and is a sign of trust and love. Is this weird?

Anyway, I really want to hear what you guys think. Chris thinks I'm a freakazoid. Come on, blogging buddies. Back your friendly, neighborhood Asian up! ;)