I heart Chris...

Chris came to visit me after almost 5 weeks of not seeing each other. It was really nice to see him (but a little weird at first) Do you ever have those periods when you aren't with your significant other for awhile and you start to get set into your own little routine? Things like taking up the whole bed by yourself, not having sex, going to sleep late, etc? Well, it was kinda weird having Chris visit, even though I was happy and excited that we got to see each other. When we tried to have sex, it was all weird... maybe it's because I haven't had sex in so long! It was like I was uncomfortable and it felt like I didn't know him anymore. I just couldn't relax. I hate saying the word "weird" so much, but it was just... weird.

However, things were better after we spent the night together. We ended up playing more X-men Legends in skirmish mode, went to Chili's, watched some Lord of the Rings, and he even came to my kung fu class to watch me sweat profusely for two hours... and then bought me pizza :D hehe Isn't he great? :)

While he was sleeping this morning, I went online and read some of my past blogs about our relationship: where it's been, where it's going... I really do love this man. I can't wait to live together one day :) When I dropped him off, I was sad. I wanted to spend more time with him. It's ironic. Just when it seems like I've gotten used to living without him, he comes back and shows me that the one thing I really want is to start living with him. None of this once a month stuff... He and I... 24/7 :)

His Bday is on the 15th... I'm trying to decide what I should do for him ;)